Dawn of the Third Age/IC Logs/Brazen Wandering

Brazen_Sand: Brazen and Wandering landed in a remote valley on the Blessed Isle after teh Deliberative Session had finally ended, after what had seemed like days.

Wandering: Wandering stands a short distance from Brazen looking aprehensive. She can sense Brazens disquite and shame, and she had heard something of the rumors that where floating around as they left. "So?" she asked finally breaking the silence "What did you want to talk about?"

Brazen_Sand: Brazen isn't sure how to break the news to Wandering. A massive typhoon of conflicting emotions spins in his heart.

Brazen_Sand: "I..."

Brazen_Sand: he finally decides to just get it over with. "Wandering, I cheated on you, it's eating away at me inside, and I feel awful." He said, not able to meet her gaze.

Wandering: Wandering freezes for a moment not even the slightest twich of muscle as she hears the words not able to take them in properly, he expression was stunned and shock flowed through the bond "What?" she finally moved shaking her head in disbelief

Brazen_Sand: "I don't know how it happened, it all just...it happened so fast! One minute we were reading records in this private room, the next we're having sex with each other!"

Wandering: Wandering looked as if Brazen had slapped her the bond flared brightly for a moment a raging mix of emotions shock, disbelief, horror and anger. Then she clamped down on it and the bond feel silent "How? Why?" he voice was tight with anger "Don't you love me?" she added tinged with hurt

Brazen_Sand: The emotions Brazen felt over the Bond were incredibly intense. He could feel Wandering's hurt and betrayal and anger as if they had happened to Brazen himself. Tears flowed freely from his three eyes. "Of course I love you, Wandering. I love you more then anything in all Creation! I just...I can't explain what happened, other then that it was my fault and I don't know what to do with myself other then to just lash out."

Brazen_Sand: "I don't know what I can say or do. There is nothing I can say or do to make any of this right, is there?"

Wandering: "I-" Wandering begins and then cuts off as her shoulders shake and silents sobs rack her body for a moment, then she takes a deep breath to control her self and looks back at him with tear-streaked eyes "How could you? How could you betray me like that? or our daughter even?" she was trying to hurt him

Wandering: it was petty but at that moment she needed to lash out

Brazen_Sand: Brazen covered his face and fell on his knees in shame. "It was the first time someone other then you had actually wanted me to touch her." He said, his body shaking as he also sobbed, a most disturbing thing to see.

Brazen_Sand: "I didn't think, I just...Who else would want someone who looks like me?!"

Wandering: "And you think thats an excuse?" Wanderins voice raised in pitch "You think I only loved you out of pity?" the anger added rich undertones to her voice "You selfish bastard!" she growled taking a step towards him, the sound of the open handed slap echoed through the valley as she put all her strength behind it.

Brazen_Sand: Brazen's head flinched to the side with the force of the slap. He just silently took it.

Brazen_Sand: "You're right." He said.

Brazen_Sand: "I am a selfish bastard."

Wandering: His admission took her by surprise and she stopped for amoment her arm out raised to hit him again "So what do you expect me to do now?" she asked her voice deceptively calm as her arm dropped to her side

Brazen_Sand: "I don't know what to do, Wandering. I don't know what to do."

Brazen_Sand: "I just...I won't do it again. I feel like I'm going to be sick from doing it, from betraying you and Chiyara."

Wandering: Wandering snorts "Well thats something at least" she growled and then fell quiet "I don't know if I can forgive you right here and now Brazen" she closed her eyes "You've hurt me alot" the bond link opens again and Brazen can feel her emotions "But I still love you, otherwise it wouldn't hurt so much"

Brazen_Sand: Brazen nodded. "That's more then I deserve, Wandering. As for it not happening again...I do have an idea."

Brazen_Sand: Brazen whispered sorcerous incantations and his claws worked through a fluid transition of mudras as he wove a spell into existence

Wandering: Wandering waited as he worked his spell "I want something else from you..." her voice was tinged with anger again "The name, I think I deserve that much at least" he hands clenched and unclenched as she spoke.

Brazen_Sand: Brazen hesitated

Brazen_Sand: "And what will you do if I tell you it?"

Wandering: "Talk to her" said Wandering matter of factly "Make sure that she does not touch what is mine again and explain to her my feelings on the matter" her smile was very cold

Brazen_Sand: 'Wandering, I don't think she even knew that I was with anyone. Don't hurt her. She...I don't think she meant anything bad by it. Also, she's close to the Grand Circle."

Wandering: "I won't do anything permament to her" Wandering replied evasively

Brazen_Sand: "Wandering..." Brazen said, looking her in the eyes.

Brazen_Sand: "If you attack her, things will get very bad for you, and I don't think I'll be able to save you from them."

Wandering: "I can look after myself" she growled back "Besides if Snow can survive her enemies I can do the same" she added then glowered at Brazen "How about if I promise not to lay a hand on her while she is on the isle?"

Brazen_Sand: "That's the best I'm going to get from you, isn't it?" Brazen said grimly.

Wandering: "Yes" Wandering said that one word carrying all sorts of implications "It is"

Brazen_Sand: "Fine, but I don't think it's a good idea." The fact that Brazen was advising against forceful directness showed how serious the situation was.

dakkareth: The silvery sound of small bells announces Nomoe's arrival nearby, along with a gust of wind sending the trees all around awhisper. Dressed formally as he almost always is Nomoe Hideaki strides into the clearing, looking rather annoyed and tempted to do something about it.

dakkareth: That lasts for perhaps a second or two, then his trained eyes decipher the tensions and meanings of the scene and his expression smoothly shifts into a neutral, businesslike mask. "Deliberators," he greets them, bowing slightly as befits their equal status. Brazen_Sand: "Hello Hideaki-San." Brazen said formally. "I was wondering if you could sanctify an Oath for me."

dakkareth: "I could grant you such a favor, certainly," Nomoe says, his stance and tone studiedly neutral.

Brazen_Sand: Brazen reached out a massive hand to Nomoe. "I swear that I will never betray Wandering's love again, even should all the forces of Heaven and Malfeas turn against us."

Wandering: Wandering returned Nomoes bow respectfully and then listens to Brazens Oath, slightly molifed by his words even if she didn't show it

Nomoe_Hideaki: lightly touches one of Brazen's giant fingers. Pale gold and silver radiance snaps into existence around both, filled with whispering voices and Old Realm symbols in their thousands. "Thus witnessed by the eyes of Heaven, and sanctified for eternity," he states gravely.

Brazen_Sand: "Thank you Hideaki-San." Brazen said with a nod, flexing his claws.

Brazen_Sand: "There you have it, Wandering. That is my promise to you, my love."

Wandering: Wandering nods silently "It's a start at least" she spoke softly "Now Brazen the name if you would be so kind"

Nomoe_Hideaki: bows once more. "I shall take my leave again then, Deliberators."

Brazen_Sand: Brazen grit his fractal fangs and bowed to Nomoe.

Brazen_Sand: "Her name is Shrike."

Brazen_Sand: "She is a Solar and the secret lovers of both Anshu Zephyran and Cerise of the Roses Thorn."

Nomoe_Hideaki: As he turns to leave the hem of his robes flutter with imbued meaning: -Brazen Sand, I will want a word with you at your earliest convenience.-

Wandering: Wandering pauses at that "I see why you may have been worried." she smile showing her teeth "Seems someone needs a lesson in manners"

Brazen_Sand: "Whoa Hideaki-san's robes just talked to me."

Brazen_Sand: "Be careful, dear."

Wandering: Wandering was distracted as she began planning what she intended to do when she met Shrike nodded absently "I always am Beloved" she replied