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==Newspaper Articles==

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| 1928-11-21 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Kansas City Influenza| Influenza Outbreak Calls For Quarantine]] || ''Unknown'' || Kansas City Star ||
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| 1932-08-05 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Saloonkeeper Slain As Gang War Erupts | Saloonkeeper Slain As Gang War Erupts]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-06 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Irish Rose Medico A Mystery | Irish Rose Medico A Mystery]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-07 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Second "Doctor" In Rose Murder Identified | Second "Doctor" In Rose Murder Identified]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-08 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Cream of Society Fills Rose While Gang War Brews | Cream of Society Fills Rose While Gang War Brews]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-09 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Macklin's Girl Speaks! | Macklin's Girl Speaks!]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-10 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Strange Incident at Curtisville Church | Strange Incident at Curtisville Church]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-11 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Kansas City Connection Discovered in Irish Rose Murder | Kansas City Connection Discovered in Irish Rose Murder]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-12 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: International Connection Discovered in Irish Rose Murder | International Connection Discovered in Irish Rose Murder]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-16 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: White Slavery in the Motor City! | White Slavery in the Motor City!]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-17 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Heroic Doctor Speaks! | Heroic Doctor Speaks!]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-19 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Gangland Doctors Experimenting On Kidnaped Children | Gangland Doctors Experimenting on Kidnaped Children]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-21 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Our Nightmare Ordeal! | "Our Nightmare Ordeal!"]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-29 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Charnel House in Kansas City | Charnel House in Kansas City]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-09-04 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Murder, Vivisection, Conspiracy | Murder, Vivisection, Conspiracy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-10-09 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Iriah Rose: Behind The Imperial Mask | Behind the Imperial Mask]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Frank Lovejoy | Frank Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Detroit Evening Times | Detroit Evening Times]] || The Irish Rose
|}

==Correspondence==

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| 1931-01-15 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Letter1 | F. Huber to M. de Bonnevault]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Franz Huber | Franz Huber]] || ''Unknown'' ||
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| 1932-01-15 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Letter2 | F. Huber to M. de Bonnevault, list of correspondence]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Franz Huber | Franz Huber]] || ''Unknown'' ||
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| 1932-08-08 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Box13.1 | Note to F. Lovejoy]] || ''Unknown'' || Box 13 || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-09 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Box13.2 | Note to F. Lovejoy]] || ''Unknown Crank'' || Box 13 || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-09 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Box13.3 | Note to F. Lovejoy]] || ''Unknown'' || Box 13 || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-10 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Box13.4 | H. Flynn to F. Lovejoy, telegram]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Heather Flynn | Heather Flynn]] || Box 13 || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-11 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Box13.5 | D. Ferris to F. Lovejoy, letter]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Daphne Ferris | Daphne Ferris]] || Box 13 || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-17 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Box13.6 | D. Rose Darby to F. Lovejoy]] || [[TheStarsAreRight:Delancy_Darby | Delancy Rose Darby]] || Box 13 || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-19 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Letter5 | C. de la Fére to F. Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Antonio Grimaldi | Antonio Grimaldi]] || Box 13 || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-08-24 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Letter 8 | Correspondence between F. Lovejoy and H. Flynn, August 1932]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Heather Flynn | Heather Flynn]] || Courier Network || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-09-02 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Letter7 | Boyar P. Rulionoff to V. Grayson]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Boyar Rulionoff | Pietr Rulionoff]] || Courier Network || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-09-02 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Letter 9 | Boyar P. Rulionoff to F. Lovejoy]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Boyar Rulionoff | Pietr Rulionoff]] || Courier Network || The Irish Rose
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| ''Unknown'' || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Letter3 | H. Flynn to M. de Bonnevault]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Heather Flynn | Heather Flynn]] || |''Unknown'' || The Irish Rose
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| 1932-10-29 || The_Stars_Are_Right:_Letter_To_Candide_October_29,_1932 | JT Williams To Candide ||
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==Legal Documents==

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| 1930-00-00 || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Nightsider Treaty | Treaty between C. Ellis and F. Christian et al.]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Carl Ellis | Carl Ellis]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Irish Rose: Meridon Caine | Meridon Caine]] ||
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==Personal Records==

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| 1932-08-28 || [[The Stars Are Right: Kansas City Report | Final Report from Research Station 3, Kansas City]] || A. Karsinov || Interrogation || The Irish Rose
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| ''1932-10-19'' || [[TheStarsAreRight:Lenore VanValkenburg Diary|Diary Excerpt]] || [[The Stars Are Right: Lenore Van Valkonberg | Lenore VanValkenburg]] || || New York Incursion
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| ''1932-10-19'' || [[TheStarsAreRight:Three Women, No Grave, One Fool|Late Night Memorial]] || [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_Andrew_Scott|Andrew Scott]] || || New York Incursion
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| ''1932-10-20'' || [[TheStarsAreRight:FieldReport2|Field Report]] || [[TheStarsAreRight:RedlandJack|Redland Jack]] || || New York Incursion
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==Other==

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| 1932-10-18 || [[TheStarsAreRight:Statement By Governor Franklin D Roosevelt|Statement By Governor Franklin D Roosevelt]] || Governor Franklin D Roosevelt || National Radio Broadcast || New York Incursion
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| 1932-10-20 || [[The Stars Are Right: Penthus Press Release Regarding New York Incursion | Press Release Regarding New York Incursion]] || [[The Stars Are Right: The Penthus Corporation | Penthus]] || Press Release || New York Incursion
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The Stars Are Right: Letter To Candide October 29, 1932

2014-02-01T16:57:23Z

Ladyejan:

'''[[The_Stars_Are_Right:_JT_Williams|Back To JT Williams Main Page]]'''

Dear [[TheStarsAreRight:Candide|Candide]], 

I hope this letter finds you safe and well my friend. [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_Adela|Adela]] and I are fine. I am writing you this letter to invite you to join us on a quest. If we are successful we may be able to heal much that ails the Seelie Court. It is a real longshot, but we have to try. 

I can't imagine attempting this endeavor without your assistance. I have come to rely on your strength and wise counsel. Given the sensitive nature and need for secrecy I would prefer not to go into all the details until we meet in person. Please don't tell anyone that we contacted you. 

We will be leaving New York by ship on November 5th or 6th and arriving in Marseilles on November 12th and then on to Lyon on November 14th. Please let us know if you can meet us at one of these locations. The courier will wait for your reply. 

Your Friend, 

[[The_Stars_Are_Right:_JT_Williams| JT Williams]]

2014-01-27T03:52:42Z

Ladyejan:

'''[[The_Stars_Are_Right:_New_York_Incursion#Documents|Return To New York Incursion Main Page]]'''

So tired. Bone weary. Must be close on 11pm, after a series of vaguely disturbing meetings with some of my best friends. Obviously they carry their own wounds. Too raw to share with others just yet. It’s not as if we…I…am ready to try and explain our…my… new Unitary Nature. Particularly when we…I.. have no clue what it means, and how I can go forward from here. 

One thing I know/and know too well/ …It’s too damn quiet in here for my comfort. And no thanks to Doctor Fell. 

And one more thing I must do before the day passes. All the preliminary reports, fragmentary and contradictory, place her last known location to that part of Uptown.
I’m glad to have pared down my bodyguards, my Shadows to Prebtha and Cole - despite being born to different mothers on different continents, they are Brothers in a way: both quietly competent, and best of all: disinclined to ask too many questions about why the Boss is off on a fools errand so late. As we dodge the infrequent patrols (mostly National Guard troops from New Jersey), I take time to stop at several vacant flower shops. Likely, the Shadows think me mad. Looking for the correct flowers, in the best condition, and taking care to leave cash under the till at each shop. No looter, me. Despite the fact that someone has already empty the tills in the first two shops. At least no one had reason to actually steal the flowers. And rightly so : only a madman would think of flowers in an apocalypse. 

The three of us quietly make our way Uptown. My best guess at the last place the lady in question lived on this Earth. As I scout around, I can see plenty of destruction, but no sign of her body, or even her clothes. The Wild Hunt. Was that her doing, or [[TheStarsAreRight:Players_Alphabetical#Usher.2C_Roderick|Usher]], or [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_The_Irish_Rose:_Gregory_Parkhurst|Parkhurst]]? I have a hunch, but a person can change in the months that passed in the Shallow World, and the years in Seelie. 

Looking around, I must again curse my Headblindness. My Powerself is too bruised to Scan- Active or Passive, for signs of Her and her Passage. No Indra’s Net. All I have to rely upon is my un-aided eyes, and sense of what happened here, and what she would do, where she might do it, where she MUST take her action. This corner here looks right: scant but readable evidence of softshod feet and horses in the vacant lot here. In my minds eye I can see her, astride her Mount (despite my knowing better, I can see her astride Brat, him unusually tidy and well behaved). 

I glance at Prabtha, and whisper and point at the scant tracks: “Horses?” He nods. “Yes, very large ones. Very spirited. Oddly shod. “ I nod back and walk forward, then kneel on one knee. My Shadows seem to sense that this is a private madness, and simply take up watch while I do what I want to do. Need to do. Almost midnight. How appropriate. 

Oh Holy Wisdom, I invite you into my mind, for your instruction and whatever Wisdom you deem proper and right to grant me. On the other hand, I am SoulSick, Headblind & Bruised of Structure and Mind, and you’ve pulled the crutches from a lame man, so while you can soddin’ tag along if you so desire. In my current condition, don’t think I’ll ever know if are standing, watching over my shoulder, or if you will learn even a smidgen from my Mad Foolishness. Certainly I can’t risk a Ritual for you at this moment. For now, a brief interlude between a Gentleman and a Lady who was once a girl, then a Woman, and Finally Queen of Her People. 

Three Women, not a grave between them. One very unsuitable man, no matter Medea’s kind and hungry words. Well, I come prepared. To say goodbye to all of you. Before unfolding events steal all my attention. 

Taking the White Roses, out my bag, I hold them to my heart. [[Rhyner,_Hannelore_/_also_known_as_Medea|Hannah]], my first love. We were so innocent then. What could our love have blossomed into, if [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_The_Irish_Rose:_Boyar_Rulionoff|Rullinov]] had not intervened like the cruelest villain in some Shakespearian Tragedy? Would you have loved me, broken and fragmented as I was even then? Could I have stayed in love with you forever? Would we have had Forever together given that your destiny was to be a Queen and mine has always been to be the Fool? A private smile at the memories, a last, tender kiss for the White Roses, goodbye to Hannah and those innocent Lovers. Then I lay them so gently upon the now worthy ground. 

Taking the Pink Roses out of my bag, I raise them high into the Air to salute the fine woman Hannah became, in Medea. Why did you choose such a name for yourself, my dear? A woman wronged, oh yes! That you were. First by me…no, again the echo of Imp speaks up: my failure was simply being outmatched. I tried as hard as a callow young ex-soldier and fighter pilot could reasonably be expected to. In fact, I suspect I was more than a little obsessed trying to find you and rescue you. But simply not equipped to defeat Rullinov. But, yes, wronged by [[HenryWilliams|Henry Williams]], sadly…I have no idea how your marriage to [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_Theo_Weiss|Theo]] went wrong, but…Fool that I am, I am quite ready to blame Theo for it. But you, my dear, were never a Fillicide. Not in you at all. You cared more for your Children than yourself. I wonder…was that Name what you feared you might do, and gave to yourself as a cautionary reminder? And what am I to read from that? 

Between Medea, my dear, and what I had become…I was torn between a desire for you, the lost love you represented, and an addict’s hunger for Communion and Oblivion. Despite waltzing on that knife-edge every time we met, I found greater and greater depths of admiration for your mind and soul. Oh, I wanted you yes, but sadly for the possibility of us, I wanted [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_Paige_Weiss|Paige]] more. And I would always wonder if being with you said more about my weakness than your strength. Finally, some deep part of me would NOT take that chance, despite your myriad and manifest attractions. Pink Roses, for that odd mixture of hunger, admiration and even friendship. A brief kiss for the Pink Roses and Medea, raise them to the Air, and lay them gently down upon the too cold ground. 

The Final Roses. Deep, blood, red. Mortal untrained blood, as some odd echo of the Imp of the Perverse reminds me. As I raise them up I think- not the Red Roses of my passion, but of hers. The Passion of her Christ-like sacrifice. Her final Act as [[Rhyner,_Hannelore_/_also_known_as_Medea|The Queen of Air and Darkness]]… Not someone you could exactly be Lovers with. Not someone for a Friend, exactly. A Queen. Certainly difficult. In fact, damnably inconvenient up to the last moment of her existence. Leaving us to pick up the pieces and sort out her contradictory desires and dreams for her people. Are the [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_The_Irish_Rose:_Seelie_Court|Seelie]] to take their Rightful Place among the Children of Earth, or to forever Ride above it as the Wild Hunt? I shake my head ruefully. Spoken that way, it sounds like an announcer finishing out the last moments of a Hollywood serial. Return here next week for the thrilling conclusion of our story: Vampires, the musical! My soft laughter sounds a little unnerving even in my ears. My Shadows must think I’m mad. Well and good. They need to get used to that if they will spend any time around me in the future. I loved her, in Her way, and Her people as well. Even now. Bonds of promise and vows. Not because I am worthy, or wise, or even have the best idea of The Proper Way for Her People, but because I said I would. For Her. I will try. I kiss the Red Roses and the Queen. It is inevitable that they scratch my lip and draw a bit of blood, as if in tribute, as I raise them to the Darkness, and lay them on the cold, hard ground as I bow my head to my knee. 

Goodbye, Ladies-Three-who-were-One. No grave for you. No proper Lovers. Likely many mourners in this wrecked city, and the devotions of a Fool. And three fine bunches of flowers, bought, paid for, and laid in a private memorial. I wish I had known you all a bit better. In your own ways, I have The Three to thank for where I am. And for that Gift, I find myself oddly thankful. Now it only remains to make my own Gift in return. As I wait for some moments, tears that I never expected have come to my eyes, dropping among the Roses. Then, I rise to my feet, dry my eyes with her handkerchief - Her Favor long kept - collect my private Shadows, and return to a hard bed and sleep. I don’t think I am done thinking about her, but for the moment, this is all the mourning I can afford. 

As we depart… some strange correspondence teases my mind. Something about constructing one’s Personea from reflections from others. Was that how it works for some? For Nightsiders? For Fae. For Seelie? For me? Was that what she meant back before The Court? Bears some thinking about, and me stuck without anyone to delegate the task to, inside my empty head. Our soft footsteps brush the ground from time to time as we make our way back, keeping time with my thoughts.

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TheStarsAreRight:Three Women, No Grave, One Fool

2014-01-27T03:51:49Z

Ladyejan:

TheStarsAreRight:Three Women, No Grave, One Fool

2014-01-27T03:45:58Z

Ladyejan:

'''[[The_Stars_Are_Right:_New_York_Incursion#Documents|Return To New York Incursion Main Page]]'''

So tired. Bone weary. Must be close on 11pm, after a series of vaguely disturbing meetings with some of my best friends. Obviously they carry their own wounds. Too raw to share with others just yet. It’s not as if we…I…am ready to try and explain our…my… new Unitary Nature. Particularly when we…I.. have no clue what it means, and how I can go forward from here. 

One thing I know/and know too well/ …It’s too damn quiet in here for my comfort. And no thanks to Doctor Fell. 

And one more thing I must do before the day passes. All the preliminary reports, fragmentary and contradictory, place her last known location to that part of Uptown.
I’m glad to have pared down my bodyguards, my Shadows to Prebtha and Cole - despite being born to different mothers on different continents, they are Brothers in a way: both quietly competent, and best of all: disinclined to ask too many questions about why the Boss is off on a fools errand so late. As we dodge the infrequent patrols (mostly National Guard troops from New Jersey), I take time to stop at several vacant flower shops. Likely, the Shadows think me mad. Looking for the correct flowers, in the best condition, and taking care to leave cash under the till at each shop. No looter, me. Despite the fact that someone has already empty the tills in the first two shops. At least no one had reason to actually steal the flowers. And rightly so : only a madman would think of flowers in an apocalypse. 

The three of us quietly make our way Uptown. My best guess at the last place the lady in question lived on this Earth. As I scout around, I can see plenty of destruction, but no sign of her body, or even her clothes. The Wild Hunt. Was that her doing, or [[TheStarsAreRight:Players_Alphabetical#Usher.2C_Roderick|Usher]], or [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_The_Irish_Rose:_Gregory_Parkhurst|Parkhurst]]? I have a hunch, but a person can change in the months that passed in the Shallow World, and the years in Seelie. 

Looking around, I must again curse my Headblindness. My Powerself is too bruised to Scan- Active or Passive, for signs of Her and her Passage. No Indra’s Net. All I have to rely upon is my un-aided eyes, and sense of what happened here, and what she would do, where she might do it, where she MUST take her action. This corner here looks right: scant but readable evidence of softshod feet and horses in the vacant lot here. In my minds eye I can see her, astride her Mount (despite my knowing better, I can see her astride Brat, him unusually tidy and well behaved). 

I glance at Prabtha, and whisper and point at the scant tracks: “Horses?” He nods. “Yes, very large ones. Very spirited. Oddly shod. “ I nod back and walk forward, then kneel on one knee. My Shadows seem to sense that this is a private madness, and simply take up watch while I do what I want to do. Need to do. Almost midnight. How appropriate. 

Oh Holy Wisdom, I invite you into my mind, for your instruction and whatever Wisdom you deem proper and right to grant me. On the other hand, I am SoulSick, Headblind & Bruised of Structure and Mind, and you’ve pulled the crutches from a lame man, so while you can soddin’ tag along if you so desire. In my current condition, don’t think I’ll ever know if are standing, watching over my shoulder, or if you will learn even a smidgen from my Mad Foolishness. Certainly I can’t risk a Ritual for you at this moment. For now, a brief interlude between a Gentleman and a Lady who was once a girl, then a Woman, and Finally Queen of Her People. 

Three Women, not a grave between them. One very unsuitable man, no matter Medea’s kind and hungry words. Well, I come prepared. To say goodbye to all of you. Before unfolding events steal all my attention. 

Taking the White Roses, out my bag, I hold them to my heart. [[Rhyner,_Hannelore_/_also_known_as_Medea|Hannah]], my first love. We were so innocent then. What could our love have blossomed into, if [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_The_Irish_Rose:_Boyar_Rulionoff|Rullinov]] had not intervened like the cruelest villain in some Shakespearian Tragedy? Would you have loved me, broken and fragmented as I was even then? Could I have stayed in love with you forever? Would we have had Forever together given that your destiny was to be a Queen and mine has always been to be the Fool? A private smile at the memories, a last, tender kiss for the White Roses, goodbye to Hannah and those innocent Lovers. Then I lay them so gently upon the now worthy ground. 

Taking the Pink Roses out of my bag, I raise them high into the Air to salute the fine woman Hannah became, in Medea. Why did you choose such a name for yourself, my dear? A woman wronged, oh yes! That you were. First by me…no, again the echo of Imp speaks up: my failure was simply being outmatched. I tried as hard as a callow young ex-soldier and fighter pilot could reasonably be expected to. In fact, I suspect I was more than a little obsessed trying to find you and rescue you. But simply not equipped to defeat Rullinov. But, yes, wronged by [[HenryWilliams|Henry Williams]], sadly…I have no idea how your marriage to [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_Theo_Weiss|Theo]] went wrong, but…Fool that I am, I am quite ready to blame Theo for it. But you, my dear, were never a Fillicide. Not in you at all. You cared more for your Children than yourself. I wonder…was that Name what you feared you might do, and gave to yourself as a cautionary reminder? And what am I to read from that? 

Between Medea, my dear, and what I had become…I was torn between a desire for you, the lost love you represented, and an addict’s hunger for Communion and Oblivion. Despite waltzing on that knife-edge every time we met, I found greater and greater depths of admiration for your mind and soul. Oh, I wanted you yes, but sadly for the possibility of us, I wanted Paige more. And I would always wonder if being with you said more about my weakness than your strength. Finally, some deep part of me would NOT take that chance, despite your myriad and manifest attractions. Pink Roses, for that odd mixture of hunger, admiration and even friendship. A brief kiss for the Pink Roses and Medea, raise them to the Air, and lay them gently down upon the too cold ground. 

The Final Roses. Deep, blood, red. Mortal untrained blood, as some odd echo of the Imp of the Perverse reminds me. As I raise them up I think- not the Red Roses of my passion, but of hers. The Passion of her Christ-like sacrifice. Her final Act as [[Rhyner,_Hannelore_/_also_known_as_Medea|The Queen of Air and Darkness]]… Not someone you could exactly be Lovers with. Not someone for a Friend, exactly. A Queen. Certainly difficult. In fact, damnably inconvenient up to the last moment of her existence. Leaving us to pick up the pieces and sort out her contradictory desires and dreams for her people. Are the [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_The_Irish_Rose:_Seelie_Court|Seelie]] to take their Rightful Place among the Children of Earth, or to forever Ride above it as the Wild Hunt? I shake my head ruefully. Spoken that way, it sounds like an announcer finishing out the last moments of a Hollywood serial. Return here next week for the thrilling conclusion of our story: Vampires, the musical! My soft laughter sounds a little unnerving even in my ears. My Shadows must think I’m mad. Well and good. They need to get used to that if they will spend any time around me in the future. I loved her, in Her way, and Her people as well. Even now. Bonds of promise and vows. Not because I am worthy, or wise, or even have the best idea of The Proper Way for Her People, but because I said I would. For Her. I will try. I kiss the Red Roses and the Queen. It is inevitable that they scratch my lip and draw a bit of blood, as if in tribute, as I raise them to the Darkness, and lay them on the cold, hard ground as I bow my head to my knee. 

Goodbye, Ladies-Three-who-were-One. No grave for you. No proper Lovers. Likely many mourners in this wrecked city, and the devotions of a Fool. And three fine bunches of flowers, bought, paid for, and laid in a private memorial. I wish I had known you all a bit better. In your own ways, I have The Three to thank for where I am. And for that Gift, I find myself oddly thankful. Now it only remains to make my own Gift in return. As I wait for some moments, tears that I never expected have come to my eyes, dropping among the Roses. Then, I rise to my feet, dry my eyes with her handkerchief - Her Favor long kept - collect my private Shadows, and return to a hard bed and sleep. I don’t think I am done thinking about her, but for the moment, this is all the mourning I can afford. 

As we depart… some strange correspondence teases my mind. Something about constructing one’s Personea from reflections from others. Was that how it works for some? For Nightsiders? For Fae. For Seelie? For me? Was that what she meant back before The Court? Bears some thinking about, and me stuck without anyone to delegate the task to, inside my empty head. Our soft footsteps brush the ground from time to time as we make our way back, keeping time with my thoughts.

TheStarsAreRight:Three Women, No Grave, One Fool

2014-01-27T03:43:47Z

Ladyejan:

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So tired. Bone weary. Must be close on 11pm, after a series of vaguely disturbing meetings with some of my best friends. Obviously they carry their own wounds. Too raw to share with others just yet. It’s not as if we…I…am ready to try and explain our…my… new Unitary Nature. Particularly when we…I.. have no clue what it means, and how I can go forward from here. 

One thing I know/and know too well/ …It’s too damn quiet in here for my comfort. And no thanks to Doctor Fell. 

And one more thing I must do before the day passes. All the preliminary reports, fragmentary and contradictory, place her last known location to that part of Uptown.
I’m glad to have pared down my bodyguards, my Shadows to Prebtha and Cole - despite being born to different mothers on different continents, they are Brothers in a way: both quietly competent, and best of all: disinclined to ask too many questions about why the Boss is off on a fools errand so late. As we dodge the infrequent patrols (mostly National Guard troops from New Jersey), I take time to stop at several vacant flower shops. Likely, the Shadows think me mad. Looking for the correct flowers, in the best condition, and taking care to leave cash under the till at each shop. No looter, me. Despite the fact that someone has already empty the tills in the first two shops. At least no one had reason to actually steal the flowers. And rightly so : only a madman would think of flowers in an apocalypse. 

The three of us quietly make our way Uptown. My best guess at the last place the lady in question lived on this Earth. As I scout around, I can see plenty of destruction, but no sign of her body, or even her clothes. The Wild Hunt. Was that her doing, or [[TheStarsAreRight:Players_Alphabetical#Usher.2C_Roderick|Usher]], or [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_The_Irish_Rose:_Gregory_Parkhurst|Parkhurst]]? I have a hunch, but a person can change in the months that passed in the Shallow World, and the years in Seelie. 

Looking around, I must again curse my Headblindness. My Powerself is too bruised to Scan- Active or Passive, for signs of Her and her Passage. No Indra’s Net. All I have to rely upon is my un-aided eyes, and sense of what happened here, and what she would do, where she might do it, where she MUST take her action. This corner here looks right: scant but readable evidence of softshod feet and horses in the vacant lot here. In my minds eye I can see her, astride her Mount (despite my knowing better, I can see her astride Brat, him unusually tidy and well behaved). 

I glance at Prabtha, and whisper and point at the scant tracks: “Horses?” He nods. “Yes, very large ones. Very spirited. Oddly shod. “ I nod back and walk forward, then kneel on one knee. My Shadows seem to sense that this is a private madness, and simply take up watch while I do what I want to do. Need to do. Almost midnight. How appropriate. 

Oh Holy Wisdom, I invite you into my mind, for your instruction and whatever Wisdom you deem proper and right to grant me. On the other hand, I am SoulSick, Headblind & Bruised of Structure and Mind, and you’ve pulled the crutches from a lame man, so while you can soddin’ tag along if you so desire. In my current condition, don’t think I’ll ever know if are standing, watching over my shoulder, or if you will learn even a smidgen from my Mad Foolishness. Certainly I can’t risk a Ritual for you at this moment. For now, a brief interlude between a Gentleman and a Lady who was once a girl, then a Woman, and Finally Queen of Her People. 

Three Women, not a grave between them. One very unsuitable man, no matter Medea’s kind and hungry words. Well, I come prepared. To say goodbye to all of you. Before unfolding events steal all my attention. 

Taking the White Roses, out my bag, I hold them to my heart. [[Rhyner,_Hannelore_/_also_known_as_Medea|Hannah]], my first love. We were so innocent then. What could our love have blossomed into, if [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_The_Irish_Rose:_Boyar_Rulionoff|Rullinov]] had not intervened like the cruelest villain in some Shakespearian Tragedy? Would you have loved me, broken and fragmented as I was even then? Could I have stayed in love with you forever? Would we have had Forever together given that your destiny was to be a Queen and mine has always been to be the Fool? A private smile at the memories, a last, tender kiss for the White Roses, goodbye to Hannah and those innocent Lovers. Then I lay them so gently upon the now worthy ground. 

Taking the Pink Roses out of my bag, I raise them high into the Air to salute the fine woman Hannah became, in Medea. Why did you choose such a name for yourself, my dear? A woman wronged, oh yes! That you were. First by me…no, again the echo of Imp speaks up: my failure was simply being outmatched. I tried as hard as a callow young ex-soldier and fighter pilot could reasonably be expected to. In fact, I suspect I was more than a little obsessed trying to find you and rescue you. But simply not equipped to defeat Rullinov. But, yes, wronged by [[HenryWilliams|Henry Williams]], sadly…I have no idea how your marriage to [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_Theo_Weiss|Theo]] went wrong, but…Fool that I am, I am quite ready to blame Theo for it. But you, my dear, were never a Fillicide. Not in you at all. You cared more for your Children than yourself. I wonder…was that Name what you feared you might do, and gave to yourself as a cautionary reminder? And what am I to read from that? 

Between Medea, my dear, and what I had become…I was torn between a desire for you, the lost love you represented, and an addict’s hunger for Communion and Oblivion. Despite waltzing on that knife-edge every time we met, I found greater and greater depths of admiration for your mind and soul. Oh, I wanted you yes, but sadly for the possibility of us, I wanted Paige more. And I would always wonder if being with you said more about my weakness than your strength. Finally, some deep part of me would NOT take that chance, despite your myriad and manifest attractions. Pink Roses, for that odd mixture of hunger, admiration and even friendship. A brief kiss for the Pink Roses and Medea, raise them to the Air, and lay them gently down upon the too cold ground. 

The Final Roses. Deep, blood, red. Mortal untrained blood, as some odd echo of the Imp of the Perverse reminds me. As I raise them up I think- not the Red Roses of my passion, but of hers. The Passion of her Christ-like sacrifice. Her final Act as [[Rhyner,_Hannelore_/_also_known_as_Medea|The Queen of Air and Darkness]]… Not someone you could exactly be Lovers with. Not someone for a Friend, exactly. A Queen. Certainly difficult. In fact, damnably inconvenient up to the last moment of her existence. Leaving us to pick up the pieces and sort out her contradictory desires and dreams for her people. Are the [[The_Stars_Are_Right:_The_Irish_Rose:_Seelie_Court|Seelie]] to take their Rightful Place among the Children of Earth, or to forever Ride above it as the Wild Hunt? I shake my head ruefully. Spoken that way, it sounds like an announcer finishing out the last moments of a Hollywood serial. Return here next week for the thrilling conclusion of our story: Vampires, the musical! My soft laughter sounds a little unnerving even in my ears. My Shadows must think I’m mad. Well and good. They need to get used to that if they will spend any time around me in the future. I loved her, in Her way, and Her people as well. Even now. Bonds of promise and vows. Not because I am worthy, or wise, or even have the best idea of The Proper Way for Her People, but because I said I would. For Her. I will try. I kiss the Red Roses and the Queen. It is inevitable that they scratch my lip and draw a bit of blood, as if in tribute, as I raise them to the Darkness, and lay them on the cold, hard ground as I bow my head to my knee. 

Goodbye, Ladies-Three-who-were-One. No grave for you. No proper Lovers. Likely many mourners in this wrecked city, and the devotions of a Fool. And three fine bunches of flowers, bought, paid for, and laid in a private memorial. I wish I had known you all a bit better. In your own ways, I have The Three to thank for where I am. And for that Gift, I find myself oddly thankful. Now it only remains to make my own Gift in return. As I wait for some moments, tears that I never expected have come to my eyes, dropping among the Roses. Then, I rise to me feet, dry my eyes with her handkerchief - Her Favor long kept - collect my private Shadows, and return to a hard bed and sleep. I don’t think I am done thinking about her, but for the moment, this is all the mourning I can afford. 

As we depart… some strange correspondence teases my mind. Something about constructing one’s Personea from reflections from others. Was that how it works for some? For Nightsiders? For Fae. For Seelie? For me? Was that what she meant back before The Court? Bears some thinking about, and me stuck without anyone to delegate the task to, inside my empty head. Our soft footsteps brush the ground from time to time as we make our way back, keeping time with my thoughts.