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		<title>Alvah: /* Alvah is 23 and finds love */</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;autocomment&quot;&gt;Alvah is 23 and finds love&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I am not the best at gambling, i am not the best at cards. But i am a masterful cheater. My slight problem is actually very useful here. As long as i can control it. But that is why Ryba send me here. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I am not the best at gambling, i am not the best at cards. But i am a masterful cheater. My slight problem is actually very useful here. As long as i can control it. But that is why Ryba send me here. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Alvah</name></author>
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		<title>Alvah: Created page with &quot;====Alvah is 23 and finds love====  I am not the best at gambling, i am not the best at cards. But i am a masterful cheater. My slight problem is actually very useful here. As...&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Created page with &amp;quot;====Alvah is 23 and finds love====  I am not the best at gambling, i am not the best at cards. But i am a masterful cheater. My slight problem is actually very useful here. As...&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;New page&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;====Alvah is 23 and finds love====&lt;br /&gt;
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I am not the best at gambling, i am not the best at cards. But i am a masterful cheater. My slight problem is actually very useful here. As long as i can control it. But that is why Ryba send me here. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I quietly move along the tables, and you know i don&amp;#039;t always dress up but dang do i look good and feel pretty.&amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
And i am being noticed. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
But that is part of the exercise. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I didn&amp;#039;t notice at first that i stopped but i did. I am just staring at a man who looks so damn handsome and seems so charismatic. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I break my stare and try hide my blushing. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Quickly moving along the tables. I have an objective and i better get it done. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
A bit later i stand near a table talking bullshit to some greasy selfinflated ass. Batting my eyelashes, which are damn heavy by the way. Who thought fake lashes are a thing. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
All the while i feel my hand glide in his jacket pocket. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Hah found it , now a sly smile a sway of the hip a swish of the hair and walk away. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Wait is mister handsome looking at me. How long. Would he know. Have to get out his sight. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
With the grace of a ballerina that my father wished i was. I move along the tables try and get out of sight of those beautiful eyes. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
By now it is becomming a game. He knows i am up to something. I move take what i need and he follows. I am at the last table now. When my fingers get in touch with what i need i quickly move away. I want to look at mister handsome but i can&amp;#039;t find him. Ah perhaps he got tired of it. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
As quickly and unnoticeable as i can i move to the emergency exit. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I freeze there  he is. Leaning against the wall with a arrogant smile on his face. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I lift up my chin and walk past him. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Well done, i won&amp;#039;t rat you out. But i just had to stop you and ask who you are. &amp;quot; &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
With one shoulder i shrug &amp;quot;i am but a whisper. You won&amp;#039;t see me again.&amp;quot; &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I walk on look back and can&amp;#039;t help but smile. Damnit Alvah stop it you are flirting on the job. Move your well dressed ass out of the door. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Quickly i step on a motorcycle and race off. I did not use my own for this job.&amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
In the rearview mirror i see that freaking handsome, drown in your eyes, sweet voiced man. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Ugh focus Alvah do the drop off and go home. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
A week later another job. I&amp;#039;m infiltrated as a waitress. Damn i should tip these people more when i go out. The bullshit i already had to deal with and i am only on half my shift. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I get called over as someone new is seated at a table in my zone. Without looking at the customer i fold the menu grab the utensils and lay everything on the table in front of them. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Well hello again.&amp;quot; &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I look up surprised and i think people might have thought i had a stroke or something but i kept staring. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Brushing the hair behind my eat i scrape my throat. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Oh yes hello, welcome at Dannies, i am Alice and i&amp;#039;ll be your waitress today. Do you want something to drink?&amp;quot;&amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Stop staring Alvah for the love of anything important. Stop staring. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I break my gaze and stare at my notepad to take his order. Keeping my head down i nod and walk off. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I&amp;#039;ll bring it right over.&amp;quot; &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
That day was hard. It was so difficult to focus. I did manage though and also something else. I got a businesscard from his pocket. Had to know his name. Well i got two businesscards. You usually carry more of yourself and one of another. Just to make sure that is his. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Merrill Hendriks. Sounds european. Okey next time i&amp;#039;ll talk to him. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Not even a week this time i encountered him again. And i can say that the job just took a little bit longer. But some tension had to be released. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
It became again a game. We barely talked. Just traded glances he was usually where i was at jobs. Not all just once a week or so. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
And at a point we stopped meeting at a job. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Without knowing alot about eachother we just had a click. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
A year. We were together a year. Well together is a big word we saw eachother once or twice a week. Had fun and had freaking good sex and usually i left first. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I am sure dad would be all protective about this. Do a backgroundcheck and such. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
I just want to have fun and enjoy the butterflies. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
[[File:AlvahMerrill.jpg|300px]]&amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
After a year. He did not show up. He was nowhere to be found. Even his name was nowhere on file or registered. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
He is gone. And i hate myself for letting someone get so close. &amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Now where is that icecream!&amp;lt;/br&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
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