Shadows Hills Polly Diary - Revision history

98.212.140.239: /* July 9th, 2009 */

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July 9th, 2009

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	==July 9th, 2009==		==July 9th, 2009==

	I started a riot today. Well, not a riot, but there was a shouting match at a little league game, among the parents, and I thought that they were so stupid to be making such a fuss over a kid's game, all sweating and screaming under the hot sun, and then... I happened. Madness! Glorious madness poured through me and over them, and they screamed and shouted and babbled and punched and kicked and		I started a riot today.

			Well, not a riot, but there was a shouting match at a little league game, among the parents, and I thought that they were so stupid to be making such a fuss over a kid's game, all sweating and screaming under the hot sun, and then... I happened. Madness! Glorious madness poured through me and over them, and they screamed and shouted and babbled and punched and kicked and

	I can't let that happen again.		I can't let that happen again.

98.212.140.239 at 07:17, 4 April 2010

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	And we already live in the same room, with no one else around. Go me!		And we already live in the same room, with no one else around. Go me!

			==September 10th, 2009==

			Today was so crazy, I don't know where to begin...

98.212.140.239 at 20:52, 26 February 2010

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	I hope I'll be able to get a date...		I hope I'll be able to get a date...

	==September ~~5th~~, 2009==		==September 6th, 2009==

	What a craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy day!		What a craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy day!
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	But, y'know, for her, I wouldn't mind going all the way, and inventing a few further steps to go, too.		But, y'know, for her, I wouldn't mind going all the way, and inventing a few further steps to go, too.

	==September ~~6th~~, 2009==		==September 7th, 2009==

	I declare September 6th '''Drama Day'''! Have stupid fights in memoriam!		I declare September 6th '''Drama Day'''! Have stupid fights in memoriam!
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	I think this is going to be fun...		I think this is going to be fun...

	==September ~~7th~~, 2009==		==September 8th, 2009==

	Kicked ''ass'' in the tryouts, thank you very much.		Kicked ''ass'' in the tryouts, thank you very much.
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	Totes made out with Sam in a movie later. Need to work on corrupting her more...		Totes made out with Sam in a movie later. Need to work on corrupting her more...

			==September 9th, 2009==

			Fun day! Mostly.

			Fencing class was weird. Micah's sister dropped us in a parallel world, and told us to bring back zombie heads, but Hotaru ''is'' a zombie, so she objected. And then it turned out that the zombies in that world were all just dead ordinary people, living their lives, so we didn't hurt them.

			Honestly, what was she thinking? Even the insane, immoral part of me knows that cutting the heads off of a bunch of unsuspecting civilians isn't useful training.

			Me and Sam went for a walk, and we ran into Mao, who's a very good singer, and this little animated puppet pervert who was spying on us, who I punished.

			On the other hand, I totally seduced Sam. She makes the cutest noises.

			And we already live in the same room, with no one else around. Go me!

98.212.140.239 at 20:40, 4 February 2010

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	I think this is going to be fun...		I think this is going to be fun...

			==September 7th, 2009==

			Kicked ''ass'' in the tryouts, thank you very much.

			And we did it... well, not 100% fairly, but we didn't mess with the other team.

			See, Mina Lovewitch, the catgirl/hormone machine, cast a spell that made everybody better at this.

			But on the other hand, their routine was pedestrian, while ours was cool and original, and took advantage of everybody's strengths. Also, we had lots more fun than the other group was having.

			Tabitha (the bitchy wannabe head cheerleader, daughter of Scylla and Charybdis) didn't take it well, and will no doubt make more trouble. The rest of her squad (Mermaids) seemed a lot nicer.

			Totes made out with Sam in a movie later. Need to work on corrupting her more...

Unka Josh at 05:59, 26 January 2010

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	But, y'know, for her, I wouldn't mind going all the way, and inventing a few further steps to go, too.		But, y'know, for her, I wouldn't mind going all the way, and inventing a few further steps to go, too.

			==September 6th, 2009==

			I declare September 6th '''Drama Day'''! Have stupid fights in memoriam!

			Wow, I don't know where to start with this-- we had Micah (Dullahan, singer) getting picked on by his sister (Who runs the Fencing club, which I signed up for, because it'll let me get my scythe-swinging grove on in a way that doesn't cost anybody limbs. I hope.), we had me and Sam kinda fighting because I kinda flirted a little with another girl, we had Sam's brother Dan yell at her for dating me, we had freaking World War III break out in the cafeteria, and we had cheerleader drama that was so much like cheerleader drama back at my old school that I wanted to weep with frustration and decapitate someone.

			Instead, we're doing a cheerleading routine that's going to blow the competition out of the water. I considered sabotage, but Sam pointed out that that was going a bit too far, and she's right.

			I think this is going to be fun...

Unka Josh at 08:25, 18 January 2010

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	I hope I'll be able to get a date...		I hope I'll be able to get a date...

			==September 5th, 2009==

			What a craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy day!

			So much stuff happened, I don't even know where to begin!

			Made lots of friends. Had some drama. Met some boys who were boring and stuck up. Got some vampires mad at me. Talked some girls and maybe a boy into trying out for cheerleading. Went shopping, and a boy bought a lot of stuff for us. (As an apology for drama.) Learned a lot.

			I kept it together!

			Well... I made that one boy, who's actually an inju, feel the heat in a major way, but he told me that I could. And I shone the bright sun down on some vampires, but it was to keep the piece. I didn't do anything too out of control.

			And there's Sam.

			Samantha Colt. She was raised by her Hunter father, and there was some drama about that, but it looks like it's blown over for now. She's human, one of the very few at this school.

			She's smart, and she's shy, and she's witty, and she's very athletic. She's interested in being a cheerleader with me. She's also my roomie!

			Oh, and we're dating.

			And nobody minds! Nobody's giving me that look! (Heck, there's a couple of other girl-girl couples in our circle, as far as I can tell.)

			And I'm dating Sam. She blushes so easily... she's shy, so we aren't taking things too far, too fast.

			But, y'know, for her, I wouldn't mind going all the way, and inventing a few further steps to go, too.

Unka Josh at 04:27, 18 January 2010

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 Easier to keep control today.  Is this because I cut somebody's head off?  I'm horribly afraid that it is.
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 Fighting it hasn't worked, and I think that it won't, and that's just because it's me.
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 If I accept it, it's easier to not take it too far.
-Now I can go back to worrying about everything else...
+Now I can go back to worrying about everything else...  I hope.  I think I can get through this, but it's not easy to find the balance between Polly and Pscipolnitsa.

Unka Josh at 21:41, 17 January 2010

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	I need to keep it together.		I need to keep it together.

			==July 15th==

			Ten people hospitalized today. I try suppressing it and it's hard god it's hard why do I keep doing this I try and try and I can't stop it and sooner or later I'm going to kill someone and I keep buying new clothes and they keep starting to turn white and why do I have to be this?

			==July 29th==

			I've tried going out at night more. It's not easy-- I'm a morning person!-- but if I stay away from people, I'm not tempted to hurt them.

			Which really sucks, but it's hard to keep control. I get so sleepy...

			I've known that there are other kinds of monsters out there, intellectually, but I didn't expect to meet a vampire. He tried picking me up, too. Well... I kinda did hang out with him.

			Then he tried jumping me. He was really strong, so I couldn't break free once he grabbed me, and then he bit me... and then he screamed, because I remembered what to do about vampires.

			I am the sun. And I glowed like daylight, and he didn't like that at all. God, he was ''stupid.'' It felt so... ''satisfying'' when I cut his head off with the scythe. Is that murder? He was trying to kill me, even after I brought the daylight out at night, when he should have just run away, or at least stopped.

			==July 30th==

			Easier to keep control today. Is this because I cut somebody's head off? I'm horribly afraid that it is.

			==June 4th==

			Fighting it hasn't worked, and I think that it won't, and that's just because it's me.

			It reminds me of the stories that I heard from people who can't accept that they're gay, actually-- the fight to control urges that are perfectly natural to you.

			I think that I just have to... accept this. I can pick what that means, if I accept it.

			So, I'm wearing white. And do you know what? It ''helps.'' A ''lot.''

			Sometimes, I give people just a little touch of sunstroke. It's mean, and I ought to feel worse about it than I do, but it does help.

			If I accept it, it's easier to not take it too far.

			Now I can go back to worrying about everything else...

Unka Josh: /* May 17th, 2009 */

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May 17th, 2009

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	But you say "Bisexual," and the straight guys and girls think that you mean "Easy Slut," and the gay girls think that you mean "Traitor," I swear! I mean, there are people out there who tell me that I don't exist! (I don't even want to talk about all the guys who think that that means that I'll want to have a threesome with them and their girlfriends.)		But you say "Bisexual," and the straight guys and girls think that you mean "Easy Slut," and the gay girls think that you mean "Traitor," I swear! I mean, there are people out there who tell me that I don't exist! (I don't even want to talk about all the guys who think that that means that I'll want to have a threesome with them and their girlfriends.)

	'''Plus''' the ones who think that I either have to have a new, butch makeover, or that I can't like girly girls, because I am one. Honestly, what are they thinking? Pretty, girly girls are just fine in my book.		'''Plus''' the ones who think that I either have to have a new, butch makeover, or that I can't like girly girls, because I am one. Honestly, what are they thinking? Pretty, girly girls are just fine in my book. Or strong, butch ones, or whatever. Same for guys. It's the person inside that matters. Is that so hard to understand?

	==May 19th, 2009==		==May 19th, 2009==

Unka Josh: /* July 9th, 2009 */

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July 9th, 2009

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	I'd do it to cool my head, but I don't think that giving in to this is the way to stay me.		I'd do it to cool my head, but I don't think that giving in to this is the way to stay me.

	I have a scythe. You can't see it now, but it's there if I want it, and it's sharp and strong enough to cut through anything. Especially ~~necks~~		I have a scythe. You can't see it now, but it's there if I want it, and it's sharp and strong enough to cut through anything. Especially arms or legs or nec

	No, I can't do that.		No, I can't do that.

	I need to keep it together.		I need to keep it together.