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		<title>Nika at 15:33, 16 June 2009</title>
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 15:33, 16 June 2009&lt;/td&gt;
				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l97&quot;&gt;Line 97:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;quot;The Alliance capable of far more than that, Christian,&amp;quot; Nika replies&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;quot;The Alliance capable of far more than that, Christian,&amp;quot; Nika replies&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;quietly. &quot;Why do you think there &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;*&lt;/del&gt;are&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;* &lt;/del&gt;still people out here fighting?&quot;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;quietly. &quot;Why do you think there &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;i&amp;gt;&lt;/ins&gt;are&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;/i&amp;gt; &lt;/ins&gt;still people out here fighting?&quot;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;She looks down, her fingers pleating the blanket in agitation. &amp;quot;There is&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;She looks down, her fingers pleating the blanket in agitation. &amp;quot;There is&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;such a thing as the greater good. How many soldiers have died fighting&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;such a thing as the greater good. How many soldiers have died fighting&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;lip, her head still dropped. &amp;quot;I stopped flying with Harbinger&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;lip, her head still dropped. &amp;quot;I stopped flying with Harbinger&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;because.... it was getting too easy to lose sight of the human factor,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;because.... it was getting too easy to lose sight of the human factor,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Christian. And if, and it&#039;s a big if, &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;*&lt;/del&gt;if&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;* &lt;/del&gt;we decide to get into this&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Christian. And if, and it&#039;s a big if, &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;i&amp;gt;&lt;/ins&gt;if&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;/i&amp;gt; &lt;/ins&gt;we decide to get into this&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;fight as a crew... you may be the only thing that stands between me and&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;fight as a crew... you may be the only thing that stands between me and&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;a mindset like Nguyen&amp;#039;s. Where &amp;#039;the greater good&amp;#039; outweighs the&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;a mindset like Nguyen&amp;#039;s. Where &amp;#039;the greater good&amp;#039; outweighs the&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Nika grimaces. &amp;quot;The last family member I had a fight with... you&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Nika grimaces. &amp;quot;The last family member I had a fight with... you&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;*&lt;/del&gt;really&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;* &lt;/del&gt;don&#039;t want to know about,&quot; she tells him. Moving to stand up,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;i&amp;gt;&lt;/ins&gt;really&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;/i&amp;gt; &lt;/ins&gt;don&#039;t want to know about,&quot; she tells him. Moving to stand up,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;she looks at him. &amp;quot;All right, then. Neither one of us is talking about&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;she looks at him. &amp;quot;All right, then. Neither one of us is talking about&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;leaving the ship anymore, right?&amp;quot;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;leaving the ship anymore, right?&amp;quot;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<title>Nika at 15:31, 16 June 2009</title>
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		<updated>2009-06-16T15:31:59Z</updated>

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&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;New page&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;Truth be told, Christian doesn&amp;#039;t spend a lot of time in his room. It has&lt;br /&gt;
to do with division of labor. Rina takes care of the systems. Nika takes&lt;br /&gt;
care of the flying. Arden takes care of the medical needs. Christian&lt;br /&gt;
takes care of everyone. That means cleaning, cooking, and the like.&lt;br /&gt;
Right now, though, he&amp;#039;s in his room. He sits on his bed, eyes closed, as&lt;br /&gt;
he listens to the strains of a kabuki opera.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
There is a gentle tapping at his door -- soft enough that he could&lt;br /&gt;
ignore it if he felt like it, but firm enough to let him know that the&lt;br /&gt;
person on the other side would very much like to speak to him.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Christian glances up, staring at the door for a moment. He reaches over&lt;br /&gt;
and taps a button on his cortex screen, pausing the opera. Christian&lt;br /&gt;
slips off the bed and pads over to the door, drawing it open. Which&lt;br /&gt;
means someone gets to see him in nothing but a pair of red, silk boxers.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Well, now.... there&amp;#039;s something you don&amp;#039;t see every day. Not in *her*&lt;br /&gt;
world, anyway. Her eyes run up and down him briefly, and a faint smile&lt;br /&gt;
quirks her lips. &amp;quot;Cute,&amp;quot; she offers mildly. But her gaze is back on his&lt;br /&gt;
face pretty quickly and his undergarments dismissed. &amp;quot;I was hopin&amp;#039; you&lt;br /&gt;
might see your way clear to havin&amp;#039; a chat.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Sure.&amp;quot; Christian says. He steps away from the door, turning to walk&lt;br /&gt;
across the small space to where a short robe rests on a hook. He draws&lt;br /&gt;
it on and loosely loops the tie around the waist.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Taking the implied invitation, Nika steps into his space, closing the&lt;br /&gt;
hatch partway behind her. She doesn&amp;#039;t presume that it&amp;#039;s okay to sit as&lt;br /&gt;
yet, he hasn&amp;#039;t invited that. She merely says quietly, &amp;quot;You&amp;#039;re a part&lt;br /&gt;
owner of this ship. And although we&amp;#039;ve all sort of been thrown together&lt;br /&gt;
here, you&amp;#039;re kinda growin&amp;#039; on me, Christian. So when you level&lt;br /&gt;
accusations at me that we&amp;#039;re going places you don&amp;#039;t want to see us go...&lt;br /&gt;
it means something. Tell me how I can make this right with us, cuz I&lt;br /&gt;
don&amp;#039;t want to see you jump ship. And I don&amp;#039;t really want to do it myself&lt;br /&gt;
either.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Christian settles on the bed and touches the mattress next to him. &amp;quot;What&lt;br /&gt;
happened on Beaumonde bothers me. Quite a bit.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
With a slight nod to acknowledge the invitation, Nika ventures further&lt;br /&gt;
into Christian&amp;#039;s domain to perch on the corner of the bed, one knee&lt;br /&gt;
pulled up to rest on the mattress. &amp;quot;I get that. Believe me, I&amp;#039;m not too&lt;br /&gt;
thrilled about the innocents who died either. We took the job, and it&lt;br /&gt;
sounded like the right thing to do at the time. We all agreed to do it.&lt;br /&gt;
Then it went south, and Carter was grabbed because of us... and we all&lt;br /&gt;
agreed that going after him was the right thing to do.&amp;quot; She purses her&lt;br /&gt;
lips a little and says in a quiet, almost sad tone, &amp;quot;But if you think&lt;br /&gt;
that *any* of what&amp;#039;s happened so far is _easy_, even for me, you&amp;#039;d be&lt;br /&gt;
mistaken.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Christian motions with his finger, indicating that Nika should turn&lt;br /&gt;
around and put her back to him. &amp;quot;I agreed to go after him because it was&lt;br /&gt;
important to you and to Rina. The truth is, he put himself in that&lt;br /&gt;
situation. We&amp;#039;re, each of us, responsible for the outcome there. Myself&lt;br /&gt;
included.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She gives him a somewhat puzzled look, but turns herself about on the&lt;br /&gt;
bed so that her back is to him. &amp;quot;True enough. It was important enough to&lt;br /&gt;
Rina that it *made* it important to me. And in all honesty... the man is&lt;br /&gt;
someone I believe worth saving.&amp;quot; She hesitates. &amp;quot;Christian... are you&lt;br /&gt;
deciding that this isn&amp;#039;t working because you feel left out of the&lt;br /&gt;
decisions? Or is it something else?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Moving slowly, Christian raises his hands and places them on Nika&amp;#039;s&lt;br /&gt;
shoulders. Assuming he doesn&amp;#039;t get slapped silly, he begins to work at&lt;br /&gt;
the muscles there. Putting that Companion training to work, one might&lt;br /&gt;
say. The non-sex training, anyway. &amp;quot;We&amp;#039;re on a dark path. When we reach&lt;br /&gt;
your friends, whatever it is they ask us... I think it would be a very&lt;br /&gt;
bad idea to say yes.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Nika stiffens instinctively when he puts his hands on her, almost&lt;br /&gt;
drawing away. When she glances over her shoulder at him, though, and her&lt;br /&gt;
suspicious gaze encounters no apparent actual interest in her, she&lt;br /&gt;
relaxes a little. Although she still seems somewhat uncomfortable, she&lt;br /&gt;
turns back around and lets him work on the tension that has her&lt;br /&gt;
shoulders, neck, and back literally knotted into oblivion. &amp;quot;I don&amp;#039;t know&lt;br /&gt;
what they&amp;#039;re going to ask... if they&amp;#039;re even going to ask us anything,&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
she tells him softly. &amp;quot;Look.... &amp;quot; She searches for the right words to&lt;br /&gt;
talk to him. &amp;quot;Do you remember Summer&amp;#039;s request? That we do good in the&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;#039;Verse with this ship? In spite of the situation on Beaumonde,&lt;br /&gt;
Christian... I have to admit that I feel hitting the Alliance plants&lt;br /&gt;
making this horrifying drug *is* doing good in the &amp;#039;Verse. Do you *want*&lt;br /&gt;
them using this drug on anyone they decide isn&amp;#039;t toeing the line? Anyone&lt;br /&gt;
who speaks out against the status quo?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;No. Of course not.&amp;quot; Christian says, &amp;quot;But... we messed up. All of us.&lt;br /&gt;
Inexperience, I think.. I don&amp;#039;t know.&amp;quot; His hands work steadily, pressing&lt;br /&gt;
into muscle just enough to break tension, though not so deep as to hurt.&lt;br /&gt;
Nothing deep tissue here. &amp;quot;When the job was offered... the Beaumonde&lt;br /&gt;
job... we should have discussed it as something more than a chance to&lt;br /&gt;
earn money. We should have discussed, as a whole, how we felt about&lt;br /&gt;
becoming part of this fight. The drug disturbs me. The torture chambers,&lt;br /&gt;
too. I never thought about the Alliance as capable of something like&lt;br /&gt;
that. Are we the ones to fight against that, though? And if we do...&lt;br /&gt;
how? I can&amp;#039;t be part of anything that thinks of what happened on&lt;br /&gt;
Beaumonde as unfortunate but an acceptable loss.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;The Alliance capable of far more than that, Christian,&amp;quot; Nika replies&lt;br /&gt;
quietly. &amp;quot;Why do you think there *are* still people out here fighting?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
She looks down, her fingers pleating the blanket in agitation. &amp;quot;There is&lt;br /&gt;
such a thing as the greater good. How many soldiers have died fighting&lt;br /&gt;
Reavers? And how many people died to get the Wave out?&amp;quot; She bites her&lt;br /&gt;
lip, her head still dropped. &amp;quot;I stopped flying with Harbinger&lt;br /&gt;
because.... it was getting too easy to lose sight of the human factor,&lt;br /&gt;
Christian. And if, and it&amp;#039;s a big if, *if* we decide to get into this&lt;br /&gt;
fight as a crew... you may be the only thing that stands between me and&lt;br /&gt;
a mindset like Nguyen&amp;#039;s. Where &amp;#039;the greater good&amp;#039; outweighs the&lt;br /&gt;
inconvenience of trying, as an example, hit a plant in the middle ofthe&lt;br /&gt;
night so there are fewer casualties.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Christian leans forward and kisses the back of Nika&amp;#039;s head. &amp;quot;Okay.&amp;quot; He&lt;br /&gt;
says. His hands slide down her arms for a moment, then fall away&lt;br /&gt;
entirely. He rises to his feet, moving out of her personal space.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Nika jumps a little, startled by his action. When he gets up and moves&lt;br /&gt;
away, she turns to look at him with a puzzled frown. &amp;quot;Just... &amp;#039;okay&amp;#039;?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Christian smiles and nods. &amp;quot;If you like, I know a few sonnets that would&lt;br /&gt;
fit this occasion. If I still had a mandolin I could unpack it and&lt;br /&gt;
seranade you....&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
She&amp;#039;s a bit flummoxed, and it shows in Nika&amp;#039;s face. &amp;quot;So.... we&amp;#039;re okay?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
She seems... uncertain what &amp;#039;okay&amp;#039; actually means with him. And then&lt;br /&gt;
adds, &amp;quot;I will never, ever understand Companions.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Companions,&amp;quot; Christian says with a laugh, &amp;quot;Are people. Regular people&lt;br /&gt;
with some special training. Just like soldiers or pilots or doctors...&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
He motions with his hand. The &amp;quot;and so forth and so on and such&amp;quot; motion.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I would never have signed onto this ship after we found Summer if I&lt;br /&gt;
hadn&amp;#039;t thought each of you something extraordinary. Someone I could&lt;br /&gt;
trust and be close to. Even Arden.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
He pauses, the adds. &amp;quot;... don&amp;#039;t tell me you&amp;#039;ve never had a fight with a&lt;br /&gt;
family member before.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Nika grimaces. &amp;quot;The last family member I had a fight with... you&lt;br /&gt;
*really* don&amp;#039;t want to know about,&amp;quot; she tells him. Moving to stand up,&lt;br /&gt;
she looks at him. &amp;quot;All right, then. Neither one of us is talking about&lt;br /&gt;
leaving the ship anymore, right?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;You know.. the last time someone said something like that to me it had&lt;br /&gt;
some very different connotations.&amp;quot; Christian points out. &amp;quot;But yes. Agreed.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Nika eyes him and then shakes her head with a faint laugh. &amp;quot;Good... .now&lt;br /&gt;
I gotta give Rina a week to settle down and realize for herself that&lt;br /&gt;
we&amp;#039;re not going to be of much use to Carter. He needs far more help than&lt;br /&gt;
we can give him,&amp;quot; she sighs. &amp;quot;Do me a favor, can you? Keep an eye on&lt;br /&gt;
Rina, from a distance. She&amp;#039;s.... this is gonna be hard on her.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;I&amp;#039;ll do what I can.&amp;quot; Christian says. &amp;quot;It might not be much. She&amp;#039;s in&lt;br /&gt;
love with a memory more than she is with the person. That&amp;#039;s always hard.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;quot;Let&amp;#039;s just hope he comes out of it,&amp;quot; Nika tells him softly. And then&lt;br /&gt;
she grins a bit. &amp;quot;And if you ever wanna soothe away the knots in the&lt;br /&gt;
shoulders again, feel free.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Christian winks. Perhaps its a bit saucy but, honestly, he hasn&amp;#039;t&lt;br /&gt;
flirted with anyone for days. He does have to keep in practice. &amp;quot;Part of&lt;br /&gt;
the job.&amp;quot;&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
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