Editing Alvah's Journals (section)

===Delwin===
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Let’s start with Delwin, you would say that I already met him but that isn't really true is it. He is my father, but I have lived in his house not knowing who he truly was.</br>
Overbearing, overprotective, demanding and can really throw a fit if things go wrong. He really showed his colors when I came to Amber.</br>
When I was about to walk the pattern my father was there cussing and yelling at everyone. Telling me I should not do this that I am not ready and can't make decisions.</br>
There I understood that if I would not actively take distance from my father I would never grow. Never shed this adolescent version of me to become my own.</br>
Dad if you ever see this. I do love you and I am grateful for all you did and do for me, but I need to be my own person and make my own mistakes.</br>