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==Jack opinnions and state of mind==
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Vivian: Jack has mixed feelings about Vivian on one hand she seems to be
one part Wonder Woman one part Super Secretary and seems to be able to
get what needs doing done in a pinch. And her loyalty once given in an
impressive and unswayable thing. On the other hand her tottaly lack of
ability to take anything jack trys seriously and her immediate
assumption to jump as far to the opisite of any direction no matter
weather hes being "jack" or has a good idea is frustrating to the young
man. Its his own fault hes chosen to see Vivian as a competent person
and a member of the group but in the end she realy is brains man thru
and thru.

Brian: Jacks untarnished view of Brian being able to do no wrong has
long shaken free and been replaced by a more pragmatic view of the man.
Jack finds it difficult to stomach that Brian trys as hard as he can to
keep from getting his hands dirty as if until recently he hadn't realy
decide if he was in this or not. Aurther and Jack have discussed these
concerns exstensively. Overall though Jack still respects Brian and
thinks of him as the go to man. He thinks Brian has a good heart and is
trying to do the right thing but gets blinded sometime along the away.
But push come to Shove no one can Deny that qualms or not Brian hasn't
been there for his friends each and everytime theve needed him and
that's something that no matter how frustrated jack gets with Brian will
brand the man a friend for life. He worrys about Brians growing 'War'
with Milos and sees the two men as Mirrors to each other.

Milos: Jack used to think Milos maybe had the right ideas and was just
going about them the wrong way. He felt Milos was to readily willing to
abuse his power aginst peoples wills but that other then that maybe the
man wanted good things for the survivers. However recently he has seen
Milos becoming increasingly obsessed with competing with brian to the
point of beginning madness. As well as Jack is starting to think the man
is more concerned with power and seeing himself as a new GOD in the
world. Jack feels this is a very dangerous road. He fears where Milos's
ambitions will lead him. But he didn't truly think of the man as a
threat until Milos actcidently/inadvertently threatened Jacks family.

Mandy: Jacks view of Mandy has changed radically over the last year.
First he saw her as an Idealized hero from the plane A firefighter hero
rescuer of people who could do no wrong.. then she killed and Jack saw
her as human and vulnerable and though he couldn't reconcile what she
did and her reasons for it. It has made his view of her more real and
lead to a closer relationship then he would ever have had with her on
the pedistle he first put her on. Lately Jack has loved watching her
blossom into her own during the rescue work in Pakistan. Of us all she
seems the most stable these days.


Aurther 1.0: Aurther is Jacks best friend how that happened is hard to
say. But he and Jack have been together one way or another for so long
having aurther there is a given. Hes already lost Aurther once when he
lost his memorys for the future. Jack feels protective of Aurther as if
he where a brother Jack could relate to better then his own brothers.
This is a far cry from the original opinion he held of the man
"PSYCHO!!!" Jack is very much worried about loosing Aurther again.

Aurther 2.0: Murdering Psycho, did you see the way he killed those
Soilders without a second thought? Hes everything our Aurther has
managed to leave behind.


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Jacks State of mind:

Jack feels like hes drownding lately, Hes finaly starting to accept that
he needs to take responsibility and step forward and be a "Kennedy" or
whatever hes going to be. He wants to help and protect the survivers he
wants to get to the bottom of what happened. He wants to see his
government as his Ally not as his enemy. He wants to do good.. Do the
Right thing.. but what the hell is that?? What way do we go what
decisions do we make? What right do I have to be the one to take action
to make decisions to take responsibility for others lives? Some how the
answer "because you're a kennedy" just wares to thin to Jack.. Hes as
frustrated with his actions always seeming to make things worse as he is
with brains inaction. Jack is not sure what the right thing or right
direction to go is. For once in his life he wants to take some
responsibility and DO something improtiant.. But he finds his misspent
youth poor training for accomplishing these goals.. maybe Father is
right.. maybe it is time for a home coming.. but Jack finds it hard to
believe that even the Mythic Senator Kennedy has the all inclusive right
plan..

Jack feels torn between whos right is right. Is Brian right? Is Milos?
Is Senator kennedy? Who has the answer? Whos cause should Jack back?

Jack finds himself pray for some devine stroke that will make him from
Just Jack bennet into young Mr. Kennedy and while he waits with little
hope of it happening he keeps trying to slug his way through the shit
and not fuck up to bad as he trys to do the "right" thing. Why?
Because.. what other choice is there?