Editing Shadows Hills Michelle Diary (section)

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Okay I'm actually writing this on the 7th but want write down what happened on the 6th. Me and Micah and Mao (the *cute* japanese girl) had a picknic. It turned out that she was going to eat us! but then when we weren't scared she didn't. Anyway I think Micah is okay with sharing me. Oh right Mao agreed to go to a movie Sunday! Yea! Her hair is so pretty, and shes kind of exotic looking. Her spider form is really cool too!  Her fangs drip venom, and she's like 8 feet tall! I want to feel her poison eating away at me, the pain is unbearable. I can feel my body dissolving away. She's a beautiful young woman, I got to see all of her! but I want to take things slow, so the second date is just a movie. Even if I want to taste her body and drink her up. I'm building a good harem I think-su!

*Sigh* I should write about that. Micah cut her finger when we were cooking. I didn't realize how much I missed eating blood. I don't have to anymore. I can live off water, sunlight, and a few minerals, but.. It tastes soo good. Just looking at pooling at the end of her finger. I taste my own blood plenty, and it gets rid of the hunger, but someone else's, her, blood. Was just so much more. She let me suck it and I cleaned off her finger, I don't have fangs anymore but my tongue can like grow roots. I guess thats how I drink. Anyway it tasted so good I just couldn't stop I wanted more. I almost bit down on her finger, or maybe worse. But I remembered my training from being just turned, and let go bitting my own hand. I broke the bone! but it did keep me from hurting Micah. I feel so embarrassed. I haven't had a incident like that in decades. It still scares me a little. "It our control that makes us more than beasts!" my Sire taught me. I miss her. I wish I knew what happened exactly, but they said they didn't need my help so..I just have to trust her.