Editing Shadows Hills Polly Diary (section)

==July 9th, 2009==

I started a riot today.  

Well, not a riot, but there was a shouting match at a little league game, among the parents, and I thought that they were so stupid to be making such a fuss over a kid's game, all sweating and screaming under the hot sun, and then... I happened.  Madness!  Glorious madness poured through me and over them, and they screamed and shouted and babbled and punched and kicked and

I can't let that happen again.

My clothes have started sunbleaching.  Because I wear them.  I think that must be why Lady Midday always wears white-- it doesn't start off that way, but it happens.

How does no one know what I am yet?  

My feet don't touch the ground anymore.  I can run very fast, because of that.  I guess people don't notice that-- it's subtle-- but I can tell.  

I'm walking on air.  And I already know that I could just run up the air all the way to the sky, and dance madly among the clouds, which are cold and misty and damp.

I'd do it to cool my head, but I don't think that giving in to this is the way to stay me.  

I have a scythe.  You can't see it now, but it's there if I want it, and it's sharp and strong enough to cut through anything.  Especially arms or legs or nec

No, I can't do that. 

I need to keep it together.