Dierdre

Random,

I have been damaged. My fall into the Abyss changed everything.

I had many adventures in my life before Patternfall. They were wide and broad and exciting as many of our adventures were.

But i can not think my way to them. My mind is of two parts and you will one day have to decide which of them is first.

Brand took me into the Abyss. Fleece brought me out of it. The time in between was horror. I will not speak of it in this letter.

Brand took me into the Abyss. The Unicorn brought me out. The time in between was a horror. Corwin spirited me away to Avalon.

I do not remember thinking much of you. Nor much against you. I was to involved in myself.

One of me has assayed the Mark of Mandalay. That me has taken a Lordship there. I do not think i would have if i was in my right mind. Adrian has told that me that I may take fealty in Amber if i wish. My passage through the Mark cleared that me's memory. It repaired my damage as the passage through the Pattern cleared Corwin's memory loss. Perhaps if i had assayed the Pattern the same outcome would have occurred.

One of me has assayed the Pattern of Avalon. How that was managed you will have to learn form King Corwin, my husband.

I must beg leave to rest. I feel both of me. I can think as both of me. I am not separate yet. Neither Adrian or Corwin can tell if that will ever happen. Perhaps the mes will unify. Perhaps will will toss dice for seniority. Regardless, there are two of us, but in this we speak as one.

If war comes, and you need a militant sister, we shall come. Conflicted mind aside, my sword is strong.

Princess Deirdre of Amber. Lady of the Mark of Mandalay. Queen Deirdre of Avalon, Princess of Amber. Jeweled Amber