TheStarsAreRight:DamagedJournal
ck*********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************d perhaps the only) proponent of Pentheus, my credibility would have been harmed, otherwise. Thus, it is important that if Pentheus is doing something wrong, I am the one to discover it. This is one reason why I********she******n inquiry into Hobson's doctor (and farm). It is also one rea**********************ergy on the Donal situation (though the Laura connection has caused the major sense of **********is regard). It is also an important motivation for why I plan to (attempt to) talk to th**********od of the Beast. If they are interfering (or manipulating) Pentheus in some way, **************ver it.
As an aside, I do take it as a good sign, in some ways, ***********************g resources to infiltrate them. It indicates both that they have valuable resources and that they are not friendly with this (seemingly) evil group.
A*****************************in point, I don't think they understand how much pressure I'm under to perform. If I'm not useful, it's almost certain that I'll be left behind. Henrik, for instance, doesn't need to worry about such a thing. He's in************ful t********oup. I, on the other h*************************vering, which will require immersing myself in even more da*******************************************************with the Dark Pharaoh.
What makes it particularly difficult, of course, is that it goes against my general disposition. However, if I'm to ensure the safety of the world, I don't see any other option. I don't think that I can trus******************************************ff. Even if it resul***************at choice to do I have?
On top of that, I don'***********************************s situation better off than I went in. Certainly history won't remember me kindly (if it remembers me at all, which is unlikely). The best I can hope for, is to save the world, emerge relatively unscathed, and be forgotten. Any**************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** *****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************
