Editing Shell/Mata Hari (section)

===Background===
All I remember, back before wanting to breath, to swim up… was a small brass tube fall to a cold floor and bright lights. I do remember a few other things. Feelings mostly. Happiness. I remember smiling. The wind in my face. Then there were the voices. They told me that… it’s nothing. I woke up, and I was surrounded in water. I scrambled out. Pushing out things that were coming down past me and what seemed like forever I finally came up, walking out of the pool of... it wasn’t nice. The landfill wasn’t either. I wandered around for a while, calling out to people and there were a group of people standing near a limo. When asked for my name, I didn’t know… I didn’t know why I carried a pistol, but I did. Still do. It might sound weird, sorry, but it’s very comforting. Like it knows me better than I do.
Still, I was quiet till I came up with an answer to their question and I thought what was that thing that comes up on the beach people take home? Oh right…

“Shell”